An Uplifting Post about the Divine-Us
I decided to take a little time away from my blog because the last post got a bit heavy. I’ve been sort of rampaging around in anger a lot recently at how much we as humanity have been lied to- and rightfully so. We’ve been tricked into giving our power away, fooled into believing that God is outside of us rather than inside of us. And worst of all- we truly believe that if we question what we’ve been told, that we’ll be punished for doing so. How can God work miracles in your life if you don’t give Him anything to work with? If you never do anything wrong, how can you possibly learn from it? (Not that I recommend to people the way I found God, of course. I don’t think it requires the level of trauma I’ve lived through. Haha.)
I wanted to share a couple of videos I found and watched over the past couple of days. I’ve been nursing a head cold and in my downtime, rather than watching mind-numbing films, I tend to try to find something educational to watch. There is a channel on YouTube called Spirit Science- I highly recommend their content to everyone. This channel explores a lot of metaphysical concepts that I think it’s important for people to understand. Gaia is another website that I love- it has scientists and researchers who demonstrate, through science, proof of our divinity here on earth.
For example, Gregg Braden’s work- he is a geologist/scientist who has been reading into this stuff for longer than I’ve been alive. He took the periodic table of elements, broke it down into letters and numbers, and overlaid that code with Hebrew, Aramaic, and Sanskrit- the three root languages of our world. When he compared them with the top layer of our DNA, the words were written, “God Eternal Within The Body.” This is 100% true. I spent several frustrating minutes trying to figure out how to link a YouTube video, but you can look it up for yourselves- just search Gregg Braden God Eternal Within The Body. You’ll find it. (That’s the first of the two videos I wanted to share- it’s the shorter one.)
Kind of makes you look at yourself differently, right? That we literally are drops of God in mortal form, trying out different experiences?
If you knew you were God in mortal form, you’d probably stop living like a victim, right? You’d stop thinking of yourself as oppressed or damaged or “poor me.” You’d probably start taking charge of your life- you’d stop putting garbage in your body, you’d stop wasting time, you’d start living through love instead of fear. If you knew you were Divine NOW, you’d stop seeing yourself as “merely” a human who’s afraid of the big, bad scary world and you’d live fearlessly, knowing that whatever you do, the Divine Consciousness of All That Is will work it into your story!
Two key points I wish to make about Jesus- He said Love God (love the macro- as in, love the totality of everything in existence) and Love Thy Neighbor As Thyself (love the micro, as in, love the individual pieces that make up everything.) With this understanding, you begin to see how God is in everything- from the largest tree, to the smallest bugs, and everything in between. Also- Jesus said “The Kingdom of Heaven is WITHIN YOU.” Modern religions love to twist it and say “No, that’s a mistranslation, the Kingdom of Heaven is among you.” But that’s not what Jesus said, and He used those words for a reason. It’s literally inside all of us- a spark of Divinity that has come here to have wonderful experiences.
If there’s one thing I have come to learn in my lifetime, it’s that Heaven and Hell are both within us. Yes, right now. Inside of us, and present on this Earthly plane- both are right here. When you do wrong to others, your soul feels it, because you’re really doing that wrong to yourself. When you treat others right, you feel it also, because you are treating YOURSELF right. Just as the most loving thing you can say to your children is “no”, the same applies to how you treat yourself. I have seen it said that the road to Heaven feels like Hell, and the road to Hell feels like Heaven. What does that mean? Think about it in terms of a heroin addict- he spends his life chasing that drug high, and chases it right into creating a hell life for himself. Now think about a person who eats right, fasts often, exercises, goes to bed early, and doesn’t drink alcohol. Their life might seem boring, painful, and as though it’s full of misery, but they’re actually on their way to Heaven with that lifestyle, because when you don’t chase the immediate dopamine hits, your whole life becomes Heaven.
The long documentary I wish for all of my family to watch is this one- it’s called the Apocalypose of Jesus. It’s three hours long, sure, but it’s an extremely deep dive into the history of Christianity, where certain ideas come from, books that were omitted from the “official” Bible texts you now read, and why things were changed. It also dives deeply into how living like The Christ really means you are tapped into the Divine yourself. Jesus didn’t come to tell us to worship Him. He in fact never asked that. He asked that we FOLLOW him- do as He did. In this, plus deep meditation, fasting and prayer, you search within yourself to find that spark of Divinity that He said was in all of us.
This is the documentary in question- if you look for Spirit Science Apocalypse of Jesus, you’ll find it.
If I could only convey one thing to the people in my life, those far and near, those who are blood and those who are new friends, it would be this: You are a drop of God. You are in control of your life. If things keep “happening” to you, it’s because your soul wants you to overcome those things and shed fear. You encounter hard lessons over and over until you pass the lesson, and then it never comes back to you. I promise, this is true. Once I stopped running from myself, realized my flaws and problems, integrated my shadows and accepted the darkness within myself, I healed that darkness. You have to shed light on it in order to heal it. People who run from their darkness or pretend it doesn’t exist will find that darkness overtaking them more and more until they stand and face it. If you push your darkness away, it comes back and hits you with equal force. And so your pendulum will swing, forever, until you really stop and atone for your shadows.
Admit to yourself your weaknesses. Admit to yourself where you’ve hurt others, on purpose or thoughtlessly. Admit to yourself your selfishness, your desire to be better than others, your addictions, your problems. Realize the image you project and contrast it with the reality of what you truly are. Hug those pieces of yourself, and promise to do better. Then actually do better.
No one on this planet is better than any other, despite anything you’ve been told. We are all equal in the eyes of God- but some have looked within themselves to heal their mistakes and flaws, and others haven’t. Those who haven’t admitted wrongdoing will continue to do wrong, while those who know themselves know how to catch themselves before doing wrong, and they “go and sin no more.” Realize that the people who seek to control you are people who are very unhealed on the inside. Send love to those who hurt you and do your best to be kind to everyone in the world- something I realize I am not always the best at. I know I tend to beat people over the head with stuff- mostly because I wished someone had done that to me. I’m not perfect. I will never claim to be. I can’t stand to see my loved ones oppressing themselves, so I try to free them. But you can only free yourselves from the inside out. The cage is made of thoughts and it’s locked on the inside, people.
Face your fears. Realize your shortcomings, then smile, roll up your sleeves, and ask, “What would Jesus do?” He’d stop ignoring all the things about himself that he hates, he’d stop distracting himself from fixing himself, and he’d go fix himself. He’d treat himself like a drop of God and learn to trust himself. As you all should.
But at the same time- you have to be your own best friend first. Do no harm, take no crap. Don’t let people use you like a doormat. Be kind to yourself. Stand up for yourself, and don’t let others mistreat you. You don’t have to bear the burden of the world alone. I’ve learned that when you take a step backwards for your own health, people tend to fill in the gaps. It’s human nature.
I love you all, friends, family, and everything in between. I have laid down my flaming sword and picked up a book. My fighting is done, and now, I tend to the work of bending myself back into the shape of a princess, rather than the shape of the dragonslayer I took on for years. For those I hurt along the way, I deeply apologize, for the dragon was also me for a short time.
Highly recommend y’all read the Narnia books. It taught me more about Jesus Christ and God’s love than I could learn in any church.
Peace!
